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"From Where I Was Standing: A Liverpool

Supporter's View of the Heysel Stadium Tragedy"

Brussels, Belgium, 1985. Liverpool are contesting their fifth European Cup Final in just nine seasons. But what starts out as the usual care-free continental trip for Chris Rowland and his friends ends up as the darkest night of their lives. A wall in a decrepit stadium collapses, and as a result 39 Juventus fans lay dying. From Where i Was standing starts out as an amusing account of the build-up to the final - an experienced group of eight travelling Reds enjoying the delights of yet another big European occasion – before the mood in Brussels turns increasingly dark, and tragedy ensues. What follows is an honest, personal account of what took place inside the stadium that night; one which sets the record straight about an event that tarred all Liverpool fans with the same brush. It concludes with an examination of the aftermath: the world’s reaction (including shocking hostility aimed towards those simply there to watch a match), the official inquests (which apportioned blame far beyond those culpable Liverpool fans), and the punishment meted out to those held responsible. Fonte: GPRF Publishing © 20 ottobre 2009 Fotografie: GPRF Publishing © Chris Rowland © Paris Match ©

Heysel, 30 anni dopo: intervista a Chris Rowland

"Volevamo essere orgogliosi dei reds, non vergognarci"

di Paolo Avanti

"Nessun tifoso del Liverpool potrà mai evitare di fare i conti con l’Heysel e il passare del tempo non rende certo questa data più facile da vivere". Chris Rowland era a Bruxelles, nella curva del Liverpool, ennesima trasferta a seguire i suoi amati Reds (ha seguito tutte le dieci finali europee disputate dal club). Entrò nello stadio passando vicino al settore Z proprio mentre i tifosi juventini stavano fuggendo dall’aggressione degli inglesi. Al momento non capirono, lui e suoi amici, cosa stesse succedendo. Non potevano sapere di quei 39 morti né che tutto quello che amavano sarebbe cambiato per sempre. Ora Rowland è blogger, giornalista e scrittore. E su quella tragedia ha scritto nel 2009 un libro, "From where I was standing", purtroppo mai tradotto in italiano.

Cosa ricorda di quel giorno ?

"E’ tutto ancora molto vivo, ricordo tutti i dettagli. Prima della partita c’era un bel clima, alcuni tifosi di Liverpool e Juventus giocavano persino a pallone insieme. Si scambiavano le sciarpe… Poi dentro tutto cambiò. Non si capiva bene cosa fosse successo, non c’erano i cellulari, ma si intuiva che qualcosa di grave era accaduto. Ricordo poi la fuga verso la stazione prima che la partita finisse, nelle strade buie di Bruxelles. Poi scoprimmo l’entità del dramma che condizionò le nostre vite per settimane, mesi. Tutto era cambiato. Volevamo essere orgogliosi della nostra squadra, non vergognarci di essere tifosi dei Reds. Riflettemmo anche sul concetto di colpa individuale e collettiva. Noi non avevamo fatto nulla di male, ma si fece di tutta l’erba un fascio. Rientrati in Inghilterra fummo tutti trattati come delinquenti".

La crisi economica e sociale della città contribuì in qualche modo a scatenare l’Heysel ?

"Liverpool in quegli anni aveva un altissimo livello di disoccupazione, ma la tifoseria Reds non corrispondeva allo stereotipo inglese dell’epoca, violento, xenofobo. Quello che accadde a Bruxelles sembrava davvero estraneo al nostro mondo".

A Roma, nel 1984, i tifosi inglesi furono oggetti di attacchi e agguati da parte dei tifosi romanisti. Serpeggiava nella curva una voglia di vendetta nei confronti degli italiani ?

"Ero a Roma nel 1984 e fu molto pauroso. L’autobus dove eravamo fu preso d’assalto con mattoni e spranghe. Ci furono dei feriti. Ma personalmente non credo proprio che dietro l’Heysel ci fosse un sentimento di vendetta".

Nel suo libro si sottolineano le gravi carenze organizzative di quella finale, forse assolvendo un po’ troppo gli hooligan ?

"No, in nessun punto del libro ho difeso quello che ho chiamato la ferale aggressione dei tifosi Reds. Ma se ci fosse stato un normale controllo e distribuzione dei biglietti, una migliore gestione dell’ordine pubblico e uno stadio più sicuro non ci sarebbe stata nessuna tragedia". Fonte: La Gazzetta dello Sport © 29 maggio 2015 (Testo © Fotografia)

THE TOMKINS TIMES  

LIBRO HEYSEL DI CHRIS ROWLAND: INTERVISTA

di Paul Tomkins

Alla fine dello scorso anno, Chris Rowland ha pubblicato "From Where I Was Standing", il suo resoconto del disastro dell'Heysel, per il quale ho scritto la prefazione. Essendo un membro di questo sito, gli ho recentemente posto alcune domande sulle esperienze di 25 anni fa.

Cosa ti ha spinto a scrivere From Where I Was Standing ?

Ciò che mi ha spinto a scrivere il libro è stata la convinzione che la storia non fosse stata raccontata in modo adeguato. C'era, e rimane tuttora, la forte sensazione che la vicenda dell’Heysel sia ancora irrisolta. Spero che questo libro induca i lettori a interrogarsi o a riconsiderare ciò che sanno dell’Heysel. Fu la valanga di semplificazioni eccessive, ipocrisia e falsità che ne seguì, ovviamente dai media, ma anche dal governo Thatcher con la sua agenda anti-Liverpool e anti-calcio. Oh, e da praticamente chiunque incontrassi, al pub, al lavoro e, naturalmente, dai tifosi delle squadre rivali. Provavo un bruciante senso di ingiustizia per come la situazione veniva presentata - lo stesso istinto che ancora oggi prevale regolarmente su questo sito - e volevo sfogarmi scrivendone. C'era un elemento catartico, suppongo. Non mi piaceva vedere il nostro glorioso club trascinato nel fango. E non mi piace tuttora. La strage dell’Heysel è stata la prima volta in oltre 20 anni consecutivi di competizioni europee che i tifosi del Liverpool sono stati coinvolti in gravi episodi di violenza. Heysel era, ed è tuttora, totalmente estranea alla cultura calcistica del Liverpool. Se prima dell’Heysel il Liverpool veniva etichettato come il tipico gruppo di hooligan del calcio inglese, non lo meritava. Non corrispondeva allo stereotipo di tifosi violenti, ubriachi, pieni d'odio, razzisti e xenofobi, non aspirava a essere un esercito di occupazione inarrestabile. Ecco perché l’Heysel è stato particolarmente difficile da comprendere e da accettare.

È stato facile scrivere questo libro ? Quanto tempo ci è voluto ?

La parte del diario è stata abbastanza facile, dato che la scaletta è stata scritta nei mesi successivi, quindi avevo tutto ben chiaro finché era ancora fresco. L'analisi è stata più difficile e ho trovato molto complicato cercare di catturare le complesse emozioni che mi turbinavano dentro. Non hai una bussola in una situazione del genere, niente a cui attingere dall'esperienza, devi inventarti tutto da solo, strada facendo. Ci sono voluti anni prima che venissero redatti i rapporti, che si portassero avanti i processi e le richieste di estradizione, che emergessero altre testimonianze - ricordate che all'epoca non c'era internet, non era affatto facile raccogliere informazioni come lo è ora, bisognava andare in biblioteca e sfogliare i giornali. Man mano che emergeva ogni nuovo frammento, cercavo di integrarlo in quello che era iniziato come un semplice diario. Ho pensato di provare a pubblicarlo a puntate sul Liverpool Echo e ho inviato alcuni estratti. A loro è piaciuto e mi hanno chiesto di inviare il manoscritto completo. È arrivato puntualmente sulla scrivania del responsabile della sezione sportiva il 15 aprile 1989, mentre ero in viaggio per Hillsborough. Ho ricevuto una lettera di risposta in cui mi comunicavano che, date le circostanze, non avrebbero dato ulteriore seguito al mio libro. Ancora oggi ne sono stupito. Il libro che è uscito ora è una versione molto diversa e ampliata di quello che è stato inviato all'Echo quel giorno. Ho continuato ad aggiungere, riscrivere, rifinire, snellire, aggiungere e togliere parti per esprimere al meglio ciò che volevo dire. Ho anche dovuto trascriverlo di nuovo al computer, dato che in origine era dattiloscritto, il che lo rende un po' datato ! Poi l'ho lasciato lì, prima di rendermi conto che non serviva a niente tenerlo sul mio computer, avrei dovuto cercare di renderlo disponibile al pubblico. Solo che ora c'era un nuovo canale: i siti web dei fan. Conoscevo i tuoi scritti e i tuoi libri, quindi ti ho contattato per chiederti aiuto. La versione definitiva è stata finalmente approvata e firmata alla fine dell'estate del 2008, quindi immagino che il suo periodo di gestazione sia stato di soli 23 anni ! Non puoi certo accusarmi di averlo fatto di fretta.

Qualcuno sul Tomkins Times ha descritto il libro in questo modo: "All'inizio mi è sembrato quasi di leggere una commedia d'azione, poi lentamente ho sentito il mio cuore sciogliersi". A che punto ti sei reso conto che c'era qualcosa di diverso in questo viaggio in particolare ?

Beh, la parte del racconto era proprio così, era un riflesso di ciò che è successo come lo abbiamo visto noi, quindi sì, è iniziato come qualsiasi altro concerto europeo, solo tanto divertimento, risate e bevute, cose divertenti che succedevano ecc. Ma sai com'è finita, è un po' come guardare Titanic, tutte le cene eleganti e gli abiti formali accompagnati da un quartetto che suona Mozart e Bach assumono una sfumatura completamente diversa quando sai cosa succederà, come finirà questa storia. Certo, non avevamo idea di cosa sarebbe successo. Ho solo cercato di catturare accuratamente l'atmosfera prevalente in ogni fase del viaggio, quindi sì, è cambiata drasticamente. L'atmosfera nel libro, e anche nella nostra esperienza, iniziò a cambiare nel tardo pomeriggio, quando si verificarono alcuni disordini nella Grand Place, quella fantastica piazza nel cuore di Bruxelles. Non tra tifosi, dato che in città non c'erano quasi tifosi della Juve, ma ci furono degli scontri tra tifosi del Liverpool e la polizia dentro e intorno alla piazza. Non ne fummo testimoni diretti, ma ne vedemmo le conseguenze: l'atmosfera era cambiata. Ma non dimentichiamo che a quel tempo l'atmosfera che circondava la maggior parte delle partite era piuttosto tesa, quindi non era peggio di quello a cui eravamo abituati, certamente non sufficiente a prevedere l'esito catastrofico. D'altra parte, all'epoca non eravamo a conoscenza delle circostanze che si verificarono all'Heysel, delle modalità di vendita dei biglietti per il Blocco Z, dell'inadeguata separazione dei settori e della presenza della polizia, e delle condizioni dello stadio: non solo fatiscente, ma addirittura pericoloso.

Secondo te, in che modo si sarebbe potuto evitare e con quanta facilità ?

Le morti all'Heysel erano del tutto e facilmente evitabili. Se solo fossero state adottate le normali precauzioni previste per le partite - niente di speciale, semplicemente quelle che si adottavano in Inghilterra per ogni singola partita a metà degli anni '70 - allora le morti non solo sarebbero state evitabili, ma impossibili. Sarebbe stato fin troppo facile negare a quella brutale e primitiva aggressione tribale il suo palcoscenico. Il primo e più ovvio fattore fu la vendita dei biglietti per il Settore Z, dove crollò il muro e si verificarono le morti. 5000 biglietti, presumibilmente neutrali, per quel settore che faceva parte della stessa curva del gruppo principale di tifosi del Liverpool, erano stati messi in vendita a Bruxelles, città con una numerosa comunità di espatriati italiani. Quindi il Settore Z era pieno di tifosi della Juve. A differenza di qualsiasi altra partita giocata in Inghilterra fino ad allora, non c'era separazione, nessuna zona cuscinetto tra le due tifoserie e nessun cordone di polizia. Solo un fragile tratto di rete metallica e pochi poliziotti nelle retrovie, che non fecero nulla quando scoppiarono i disordini. Il capitano di polizia responsabile della sicurezza allo stadio Heysel fu in seguito accusato di omicidio colposo. Poi c'è stata l'insistenza della UEFA nell'utilizzare quel cantiere come sede, nonostante il Liverpool avesse sollevato preoccupazioni sia in merito che sulla vendita dei biglietti. Ci sarebbero stati oltre 50.000 tifosi, la maggior parte dei quali sulle gradinate, dove inevitabilmente si sarebbero verificati picchi e oscillazioni che sono stati la causa principale delle morti. Non si può utilizzare uno stadio che non regge un picco di folla per una finale di Coppa dei Campioni. Qualsiasi muro di quello stadio avrebbe potuto crollare in qualsiasi momento sotto la pressione della folla, non solo sotto quella provocata dagli hooligan. Non intendo in alcun modo scagionare i tifosi del Liverpool per il loro ruolo in quanto accaduto. Semplicemente, se si creano le circostanze che si sono verificate all'Heysel, gli scontri tra tifosi non erano una possibilità, ma una certezza, data la cultura delle tribune all'epoca. Ma ciò che distingueva gli scontri e le cariche all'Heysel dal comportamento a cui eravamo abituati ogni settimana senza conseguenze era lo stato dello stadio. In parole povere, quello scontro in tribuna non avrebbe portato a nulla di più di un livido e un naso sanguinante in qualsiasi stadio in buone condizioni. Quella partita doveva essere l'ultima mai giocata in quello stadio, poiché era stato dichiarato inagibile molti anni prima per non aver soddisfatto i moderni standard di sicurezza e progettazione. Di conseguenza, erano stati investiti pochi soldi nella sua manutenzione e ampie parti dello stadio erano in rovina.

La reazione che hai ricevuto dal pubblico alla stazione ferroviaria di Londra al tuo ritorno in Inghilterra mi ha scioccato. Te l'aspettavi ?

No, per niente, non ci avevo nemmeno pensato, anche se era un'anticipazione di ciò che ci aspettava. Gente che ci urlava "assassini" sulle scale mobili della metropolitana, cose del genere, le telecamere della TV britannica che aspettavano il nostro treno alla stazione di Ostenda nelle prime ore del giovedì mattina, i giornali locali che assillavano le nostre famiglie a casa, era un'ulteriore difficoltà da affrontare, come se non avessimo già abbastanza problemi da gestire.

Ovviamente la morte di 39 tifosi della Juventus è stata una cosa terribile, come tu giustamente riconosci nel libro, e qualcosa che sono sicuro ogni tifoso del Liverpool avrebbe preferito non accadesse. C'è stato qualcosa di buono in questa tragedia ? Dopotutto, è dopo eventi del genere che le persone tendono a rinsavire.

A dire il vero, faccio fatica a vedere qualcosa di buono in tutto questo, solo un'infinita serie di aspetti negativi, dal divieto di partecipare alle competizioni europee alle continue e insensate accuse e agli insulti che riceviamo ancora oggi (a proposito, visto che i tifosi dell’Everton sono così sicuri che sarebbero stati campioni d'Europa la stagione successiva, dovrebbero ricordare che non lo sono stati nemmeno i campioni d'Inghilterra, i Reds hanno fatto il double, quindi non erano poi così invincibili). Non sono sicuro che qualcuno abbia imparato qualcosa da Heysel. Tendo a credere che la storia sia destinata a ripetersi. Le guerre si sono forse fermate dopo le due guerre mondiali ? La UEFA ha imparato la lezione e dovrebbe essere più attenta nella scelta delle sedi per questi eventi ad alta tensione ? Istanbul, con lo stadio a 40 chilometri dalla città, in un luogo che sembra la luna e senza collegamenti di trasporto ? Il caos di Atene ? Mosca ? L'assegnazione dei biglietti, con così tanti biglietti condivisi tra la "famiglia calcistica UEFA" che i club non ne hanno mai abbastanza, quindi c'è sempre pressione da quella parte. Ho cercato solo di presentare Heysel in un contesto più ampio; non c'è stato nessun omicidio, niente di eccezionale, finché un muro non è crollato e ha cambiato tutto.  Fonte: Tomkinstimes.com © 2 febbraio 2010 Fotografie: GETTY IMAGES © (Not for Commercial Use) © Paul Tomkins ©

THE TOMKINS TIMES

From where I was standing by Chris Rowland

by Paul Tomkins

This is an article written for the Reuters newsletter. (Chris works as a writer for one of the branches of Reuters.) The book is officially released this week.

From Where I Was Standing’ is an eyewitness account and analysis of the Heysel Stadium disaster in Brussels in May 1985. What started out as the usual care-free continental trip ended up in tragedy. A wall in the decrepit stadium collapsed following fighting on the terraces between fans of Liverpool and their opponents Juventus of Turin, and 39 fans lost their lives, most of them Juventus fans. I wrote these recollections because I wanted to write it out of my system, but mostly because I didn’t think the story had been properly told. There was and remains a strong sense that what happened at Heysel is unfinished business. Then I left it, only adding bits as various items of relevant news followed. Finally, I decided that it might be more use being published than sitting on my computer. In fact it began its life on a typewriter, which sort of dates it. The book is initially an amusing (hopefully) account of the build-up to the final, and an honest account of what took place thereafter; one which I wrote to set the record straight about an event that tarred all Liverpool fans with the same brush. I do not seek to downplay the role of hooliganism in the tragedy, merely that it could so easily have been denied its stage. The spur for writing an account of it, apart from the obvious fact that it was a football match where 39 people died, is the sense of injustice I felt at the simplistic, monotone way it was reported, with all the blame laid at the door of Liverpool’s fans, and of football fans generally. But what I witnessed didn’t tally with what I read and heard over the subsequent days and weeks.

In 1989 I tried to get the book serialised in the Liverpool Echo. I sent samples, they asked me to send the rest. It duly arrived at the newspaper on Saturday April 15th 1989 – the very day that the Hillsborough disaster happened in Sheffield (I was there too, in the Leppings Lane stand where the deaths occurred). Of course in the circumstances the newspaper was no longer interested in Heysel. I had provisionally called the book ‘Football’s Blackest Day’, an echo of a newspaper headline at the time of Heysel. After Hillsborough I had to revise it. Heysel has remained unfinished business – although to this day rival fans still call Liverpool supporters ‘murderers’, every single match they play, so we are still taunted and tainted by it. But Heysel became trapped in time, engulfed by the enormity of Hillsborough 4 years later. Hillsborough was more recent, involved our own supporters as victims, was statistically greater and unlike Heysel was emphatically not the result of fan misbehaviour. Hillsborough has also (rightfully) received much airtime, unlike Heysel – until now. Over the years I revised it and added to it as more information became available, but realised it’s no use whatsoever just sitting on my laptop (the first drafts were on a typewriter, so long was the book’s gestation period!) The internet and the profusion of Liverpool FC websites offered a new potential outlet, so I contacted a well-known writer on all things Liverpool FC, Paul Tomkins. Paul writes for the official club website, and makes his living from writing and publishing books about the club.

I asked Paul whether he knew any website editors who may want to serialise the book. He asked to see the full work, and told me he felt it was an important matter of record that the book should be aired as the 25th anniversary year approaches and Heysel passes through what he described as ‘that awkward period between news and history.’ He also said that he knew someone who was prepared to publish it – himself! It became the first book he’s published that he didn’t write himself. As well as being a diary, the book covers lots of areas – the nature of football supporting as a tribal, quasi-religious experience, the reasons some fans without match tickets will still travel to the match, the nature of individual and collective responsibility, the impact of attendance at such an event on the resumption of normal life. It reports how UEFA, the governing body, ignored Liverpool FC’s concerns long before the game about the state of the ground and the allocation of tickets, which placed rival fans dangerously adjacent to each other. It also mentions that the chief of police on duty at Heysel was later charged in Belgium with involuntary manslaughter – a significant charge not widely reported here, but which suggested that someone somewhere knew there was more to this than simply fan violence. Crucially, it makes the point that if the normal precautions – not special ones, just the normal everyday steps that were taken for every single match in England at the time – had been applied, the deaths would not only have been preventable but impossible. I have tried to write this account not just for Liverpool fans, or even just for football fans, but also hopefully to give any non-football fan who happens to stumble across it a revealing view of what drives a football fan and why they do the things they do. Most of all, I hope it causes readers to question or re-examine what they know of Heysel. Fonte: Tomkinstimes.com © 20 ottobre 2009 Fotografie: VRT © GETTY IMAGES © (Not for Commercial Use)

Chapter 7

AT THE HEYSEL

May 29th 1985, 6.30pm-after midnight.

I’ve no idea what the Heysel Stadium is like now; it’s not even called the Heysel Stadium anymore. But on the day that it made history, it was a rickety, ramshackle, crumbling, run-down football and athletics stadium in the north-western part of the Brussels conurbation. Its history involved some Belgium international matches and domestic cup finals and some athletics meetings. It was rarely more than half-full and usually less than that. This time it would be full to its nominal capacity with nearly 50,000 supporters. Close behind the Heysel Stadium stands one of Brussels’ most distinctive landmarks, the Atomium. Built for the Brussels World Fair in 1958, it’s a huge metallic reconstruction of the atom, rising hundreds of feet into the sky and instantly recognisable to anyone who has driven around the Brussels peripheral motorway ring. For me it remains to this day a stomach-churning memorial to that monstrous night. Just seeing its image, even if only in a brochure or newspaper article, is enough to set off a small hand grenade in my stomach and vividly reactivate all those recollections. But on that perfect late spring evening, the Atomium rose majestically into the vivid blue sky, its metal glinting in the sun’s glare. In the foreground, the flags of the Heysel Stadium fluttered proudly in proclamation of its finest ever moment, the first time it had ever hosted the major European final –– and its last. No scene could have hinted less at the sordid, squalid show that was to follow. The Heysel was approached by a series of pathways winding through lawns and gardens adjoining the main road. As expected, the entire area was a ring of steel barricades and temporary fencing, each break manned by police with dogs. Here supporters would be checked for alcohol, weapons and valid tickets before being allowed closer to the stadium. Beyond, much nearer the ground, a second inner ring would pick off any who had somehow evaded the first search. At least that was the assumption, and all perfectly customary procedure for football fans. What certainly wasn’t customary on that day was the sight, in full view of hundreds of on-duty police, of several bars open right by the ground and, hardly surprisingly, packed to bursting point. As this was Liverpool’s end of the ground, it was a red and white carnival, with supporters spilling out onto the road and massed on the wall. From inside came all the familiar anthems amidst a cacophony of shouting, foot-stamping and table-thumping. Throughout the late 1970s and 1980s, pubs and bars by a football ground and inside it were closed on match days, without exception, and especially in Europe when an English club or the national team was involved. It was, on police orders, the (reluctantly) accepted norm.

You were lucky if the whole city didn’t close. So to see these bars open, right in front of the police, was a culture shock for us, albeit a very welcome one, and all but unprecedented for such a big game in Europe, defying all logic, wisdom and common sense, and contradicting every assurance from all the authorities. But if life is made up of fixed and variable factors, that hordes of football fans will take advantage of a bar open right by a stadium is definitely one of the former. Leave the chicken coop open and the fox will certainly get in. Despite the strong advice –– rather than enforcement, transparently –– not to open, the lure of quick fat profits was presumably enough for the bar owners to take the risk of damage, disturbance and adverse publicity. That’s market forces for you I suppose –– if somebody wants something and is prepared to pay for it, somebody else will be prepared to supply it, regardless of the consequences. Opening was a decision based on straightforward, calculated self-interest, and, purely from the commercial point of view, a successful one. The profits would more than pay for a few hours of the cleaners’ time. But it was astonishing, in the context of the times and given the high profile of the match, that they were allowed to open, by both the police and the Brussels authorities. We felt like children with our noses pressed against the outside of a sweet shop window who had suddenly been invited inside to tuck in. It was a wholly unexpected opportunity to grab another beer and let rip with some singing and chanting to get in the mood, a last chance to crank up the atmosphere before the match. We weren’t going to miss it. We entered the first and biggest bar. Inside the insane, heaving melee, the mass of bodies had almost fused into a single pulsing entity. Within seconds, our shirts were soaked with sweat and beer that spilled from plastic glasses held on high as people tried to push and worm their way through. The toilets had long since ceased to cope, and a trail ran from them to the pavement outside. The super-competitive business of getting served was only for the grimly determined or desperate, but we managed it. The story of the stabbing had arrived before us, fuelling the tension that hung heavy in the overpowering hot stale air. There also seemed to be any number of obviously forged tickets in existence, wads of them being passed around in tens and twenties at a time, with the instruction: "Get something for them if you can, or get your mates in, or just dump them". For once, supply seemed to outstrip demand, as handfuls of discarded forgeries were tossed idly aside, fluttering earthwards to be trampled soggy. Forgeries are always an ominous harbinger of trouble; if they work and get people in, they can cause serious congestion. If they don’t, they can cause delays and unrest at the turnstiles or at whatever point the forgery is detected as people are turned away, or try to break through by force, or turn nasty, or get arrested.

 

With about half an hour left to kick-off, we drank up and left for the ten-minute walk to our end of the stadium. The first security check, the most cursory and superficial of body searches, revealed a disinterest that almost bordered on the insulting to fans from the country that consistently topped the hooligan export league. We did not know yet, but these same security checks at the other end of the ground were failing to detect a replica handgun, which later turned out to be a starting pistol ("Ooh it’s not a gun it’s a starting pistol, OK fine you can bring it in then, no problem"), to be brandished at the height of the carnage by an Italian supporter before a worldwide TV audience of millions. No other security check followed this one. We just passed right through the sets of barricades, police didn’t even stop us or ask for tickets. Suddenly we were on our final approach. Away to our right, we could see part of our crowd in one of the terraces, a vast curving sweep of red and white bathed in sunlight. We followed the signs for Blocks X and Y, past the main stand and up a gentle slope. We didn’t quite know what to make of the muffled thud that soon followed, not crisp enough for a firecracker, not metallic enough for clanging gates, not quite like any of the usual football match sounds. Suddenly, ahead of us, a group of supporters came clambering over the wall at the edge of Block Z, shouting and gesticulating. At first we assumed it was our lot trying to bunk in without tickets and being turned back. More and more appeared, swarming over the wall and charging down the bank towards us. But as they drew nearer, running maniacally towards us, it quickly became apparent they were not Liverpool supporters trying to get in but Juventus supporters getting out. And they were heading straight for us, at speed, maybe a hundred or more. When faced with a number of rival supporters charging at him, the average English football fan’s experience tells him they are not coming for his autograph. Phil’s eyes narrowed: "Bloody hell, these are coming for us here –– quick, get a brick or something!" The first group arrived, but just ran straight on past us, wild-eyed, before barging into some more Liverpool fans behind us. One Italian, wearing a silk scarf like a headband, bandanna-style, launched into a bizarre kung-fu routine with circling hands and trilling noises, before sprinting off with the others. More and more followed, all with the same wild demeanour. Most odd, we thought, not familiar with this type of pre-match behaviour, as we continued towards our entrance, completely unaware of the significance of what we had just seen and heard. Our first sight of the crumbly stone walls and old-fashioned turnstiles conjured an image of rosettes and rattles, Kenneth Wolstenholme commentary and the old ‘Match of the Day’ theme tune. It was tragi-comic to behold, like a faded glamorous actress long past her prime auditioning for the part of sex kitten. Outside the shabby exterior, an anarchic, unsupervised queue swayed and swirled without pattern as it shoved and pushed and sweated towards what seemed a wholly inadequate number of turnstiles. Many of those forged tickets were being used successfully. We witnessed cash being handed over to turnstile operators who then allowed them in. The sacred match ticket, that took so much hard work to get hold of, seemed to have been relegated to an optional extra for this strictly ticket-only event. In another major departure from convention, there were no police or stewards outside to control the surging swaying mass, or just beyond the turnstiles to check and control the access points. As the pressure at the front of the queues built, those behind were crying out for the pushing to stop – a chilling foretaste of what was to come four years later at Hillsborough.

Having finally got into the stadium, further reasons for the turnstile chaos immediately presented themselves. Just beyond the turnstile, a water pipe had fractured, turning the area into a sea of reddy brown mud, in which floated endless crushed paper cups and empty cans, discarded wrappers from chocolate bars and bags of crisps and other unidentifiable debris. A red Liverpool FC cap lay forlornly semi-submerged. The mud lake was too wide to jump across, so wading was the only alternative. The result: apart from spattered jeans and squelchy shoes and socks, it meant a build-up of bodies just beyond the turnstile, restricting the smooth flow of supporters into the ground from outside, at the precise time and place where the crowd pressure was greatest. Once over the water jump, the next obstacle was a choking, swirling cloud of red dust, as the decrepit building’s foundations were scuffed into life by the stampede of thousands of pairs of feet. Ahead of us, partly no doubt as a result of the cavalier approach to ticket control and ground admission, the terracing was a solid, impenetrable Red Sea with no parting –– and there were still thousands outside waiting to get in, most presumably possessing genuine match tickets and assuming there would be space for them. But they, like us, would have to lever their way through, prising bodies apart and wedging their own into the tiny gap created, which would snap shut instantly behind them as they pushed forwards another few inches in the sweltering body heat. On some of the crush barriers, the concrete had crumbled away to reveal the exposed metal reinforcing strips inside, rusted and twisted. We felt an acute sense of disappointment at the standard of the venue; this stadium did not make it feel like European football’s grandest occasion. You expect to be impressed, awestruck by the sense of occasion; I thought back to the grandeur and pageant of the Stadio Olimpico in Rome, the inspiring first impressions and the explosion of sound and vision created by Liverpool’s army of fans. In stark contrast, the inglorious Heysel felt second-rate, squalid, shorn of style and class, and with feeble organisation to compound it. We finally found a position where we could see what should have been the green of the pitch. Instead, we saw that the entire near right-hand quarter of the vivid green playing surface had been engulfed by a human spillage of epic scale –– a tangled mass of fans, police, stewards, officials, paramedics and photographers. We took this as nothing more than yet another manifestation of overcrowding and organisational incompetence. After all the chaos, Don began to lose patience, with which he probably isn’t over-blessed: "For fuck’s sake sort yourselves out, this is shite", he yelled across the terraces. "There’s been a bit of bother in that corner lad, a crowd surge or something, a bit of fighting like", came a voice from behind. If the match was to start on time in twenty five minutes –– 20.15 kick-off in those days –– there was an awful lot of clearing up to do. In the UK, a TV audience of millions was finishing dinner, fetching beer from the fridge and settling down to watch the football. But what they, and millions more across Europe and across the globe, saw and heard instead were the first harrowing images of people dying at a football match. Replay after replay of clashes and charges between rival supporters was being shown, interspersed with an ever-rising fatalities figure. Around the globe, newsrooms sparked into frenzied activity, phones and faxes chattering excitedly as a major news story broke. Yet we inside the Heysel Stadium, only yards from the eye of the hurricane, had much less idea of the gravity of the situation than most of the rest of Europe who were watching.

No commentary, no replays, no access to TV or the authorities to feed us information, certainly no rumours of deaths yet, just speculation. Still oblivious to the nature and scale of the incident, we remained the calmest and least horrified of observers. I’m sure it looked incredibly callous, but we just didn’t know. We just wanted the pitch cleared so the European Cup Final could start, and grew more agitated with the authorities’ apparent inability to get even that right. Despite the frenzied scurrying and frantic arm-waving of the assembled legions of arm-banded officials, police and the advance guard of the army, the situation seemed not to change for what felt like an eternity. Their hyperactivity contrasted sharply with the unnatural calm that had settled over the red mass of supporters. With kick-off so close, excitement levels should have been approaching critical. Instead we waited in silence for news, explanation or action, or at least some visible signs of progress. Kick-off, if indeed there was going to be one, would clearly be considerably delayed, opening up the additional complication of probably missing our last train back to Ostend. A man wearing a Liverpool shirt suddenly appeared on the running track surrounding the pitch, hotly pursued by another supporter. After being chased for nearly half the length of the pitch, he was felled by a brick to the head. The pursuing police seized the chasee –– though not the chaser –– and frogmarched him away with highly visible and almost over-compensatory firmness for their hitherto supine response. Cops chasing fan chasing fan, it was a farce that belonged more to The Benny Hill Show than the European Cup Final. There would clearly be no football for some time. We decided to move to the back, away from the packed terracing, to find some less competitive oxygen. It also gave us a clearer view of the chaos on the pitch. Two concentric semi-circles of armed police with helmets and riot shields now spanned the entire Liverpool section of the crowd, staring blankly back at us with their backs to the pitch. Whatever had happened, it looked pretty clear where the blame was being apportioned. With all the police attention directed towards us, the Juventus crowd remained a police-free zone. A rhythmic chant rolled out from the Italian masses, thousands of black-and-white flags jigging suddenly into life. One bore the inflammatory message ‘Reds are Animals’. Unless someone had brought a blank flag and felt-tip marker pen in to the stadium with them, ready to tailor a relevant message on the spot according to events as they unfolded, at least one Italian fan had a preconception regarding the English fans opposite them. A few red flags waved half-heartedly in token, muted response, but by now nobody seemed in the mood. A large electronic scoreboard –– just about the stadium’s only concession to the 20th century –– flashed incomprehensible digital messages, whilst a public address system babbled incessantly and totally unintelligibly. A mood of deep gloom and foreboding pressed down like a heavy, soggy blanket. All we’d looked forward to for so long, built ourselves up for, dissipated into the clammy evening air. By this time, at the opposite end of the ground, a group of Juventus supporters had got to work dismantling the perimeter fence, but the police, preoccupied with staring at us, either didn’t notice or didn’t care.

A group broke through and swarmed over the mangled debris of the fence. Another roar rolled from the Italian end as a group of 40 or 50 began to charge round the running track towards our end. (See photo page 79.) We watched with mild bemusement. A crowd of 15,000 does not feel threatened by 40 or 50 potential attackers, but the evening was becoming more surreal by the minute. It was tempting to shout a pantomime-style "Behind you!" to the police, who steadfastly refused to switch their expressionless gaze from us as the Italians grew ever closer behind them. Some of the Italians wore scarves bearing the Ultras’ skull-and-crossbones insignia, pulled cowboy-style over the mouth and nose. When they reached the seated Liverpool section they came to a halt and began hurling stones, coins, cans, even a metal waste bin into the packed seating. The response from the Liverpool supporters was immediate, and a random assortment of debris (including the returning waste bin) arced from the stand towards the Italians on the running track, who scattered to ironic jeers as the bin crashed to earth and bounced amongst them like a loose firework. Most of the police continued to ignore the entertainment from a distance of no more than twenty yards away, but eventually one or two began to take a mild interest, tilting their heads ever so slightly away from us and towards the skirmish behind them on the running track. A detachment finally broke away and another half-hearted cartoon-style chase ensued, to get the errant Italians back down the running track to their allotted territory, accompanied by jeers of derision. The Olympic 4 x 100 Police Chasing Fans event. Lane discipline was poor. By now, large sections of the perimeter fence at the Juventus end of the ground were under assault. No longer able to ignore the growing disorder, a large contingent of police was despatched towards it from somewhere within the bowels of the stadium. Dressed in curious blue overalls and helmets, they looked more like armed plumbers than crime fighters as they marched purposefully towards the Italians, to more ironic cheers from Liverpool’s supporters. They were immediately bombarded with debris –– there was now plenty of it lying around –– by the Italian fans and, seriously undermanned, they mounted a swift and decisive retreat. The apparent timidity of the Dyno-Rod police seemed to further encourage the Italian fans, who this time mounted a major pitch incursion; with many hundreds now on the pitch behind the goal and around the penalty area. More reinforcements arrived, with what seemed like divisions of militia marching formally and grandly into the stadium, only to be stricken by the same lethargy and indecision that afflicted their colleagues. The battle waged on as the rest of us watched on, totally bemused yet bizarrely entertained by this degeneration through anarchy towards farce. There was still no sign of the football, and we still didn’t know what had happened or why there was this interminable delay in getting the game started. It was clear something major had gone wrong, but we still had no idea what. Fonte: Lfchistory.net © 20 ottobre 2009 (Where I Was Standing © Chris Rowland and Paul Tomkins) Fotografie: GETTY IMAGES © (Not for commercial use) © Adriano Lazzarini © GPRF Publishing ©

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